Assalamualaikum.
Currently listen : Mati Hidup Kembali - Butterfingers
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you see, there’s a day when you have completely fun but the next day it turned out that the fun has lost. and you didn’t know how..
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Hari ni banyak benda yang berlaku. Banyak benda yang aku fikir. Banyak benda yang aku nak buat tak menjadi. Banyak perkara yang aku rancang hanya tinggal bayangan. Banyak juga benda yang aku tak sangka boleh terjadi, berlaku. Banyak benda yang aku tak sangka boleh wujud tiba-tiba muncul dengan sekelip mata. Banyak benda yang terjadi dengan tak disangka-sangka. Banyak benda yang aku inginkan tak tercapai. Tetapi banyak sangat benda yang aku fikirkan tiada jawapan. Oleh itu, hari ni aku nak senaraikan segala persoalan yang tiada jawapan.
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- what i did, was it the right thing?
- do i get sin for doing it?
- what you want me to do?
- how can i make things right?
- can you please bring someone who could?
- do you think i can handle it?
- why are there only me?
- why can i be like them?
- how do you think about me?
- are we ever going good?
- what’s next for me?
- is this because of my pass?
- how come nobody answering?
- did i ever crossed the line?
- what is it for me?
- don’t you realize that i dowan this?
- did you know that i wasn’t ready for such thing?
- why misery falls for me?
- when will you both stop fighting?
- how was my sister?
- is it all about money you care in life?
- give me something that wasn’t dark please?
- can i hate myself for doing it?
- am i paranoid?
- am i paranoid?
- am i paranoid?
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i want this to stop, please…
tunjukkan ku bulan gerhana, tiada siapa nak ku jumpa, benda yang tiada ku sangka ada.. oh tak mengapa, oh tak mengapa ~
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til then.
