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Hi :) Okay, Alhamdulillah, 23rd of March already way behind. Aku sangat tergamam. How everyone is waiting for the date of the result just passed by in just a few seconds right after they signed the attendance and given an envelop. Trust me, these past 3 months, i never really think about how my result would be (i guess i’m lying) but all i can say what i had in mind quiet often is ;
what am i going to do? how am i going to react? how will i be the next day? what will i do after i received the result? how will 24th of March will be? what is it with me till the rest of the year?
And now i still wondering what actually HE had planned for me next? HE full with surprises. Aku cuma mampu untuk merancang dan berangan, but he make things happen.
hanya aku yang berbicara, dan ya DIA mendengar.
Anyway, let not waste any more time ok. :)
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22nd March 2011.
yeah what can i say, i got my heart dropped out from its position..
I was never ever been a smart student. i just did what i can do best. and yes, i was never been a somebody that people will search for an answer in any particular test or exercises. i was the SECOND CLASS LOWER graduates, i was the girl with the guitar and a very friendly senior like they said. Well, aku suka melayan kerenah mereka kerana aku in any way, i will just smile and laugh with them. i just love the feeling and i know its not even a crime :)
HONEST : TRIAL RESULT.
Bahasa Malaysia : A (75)
Bahasa Inggeris : B+ (76)
Pendidikan Islam : B (71)
History : C+ (64)
Mathematics : B+ (74)
Additional Mathematics : B (50)
Physics : B (67)
Chemistry : D (40)
Biology : C+ (60)
Visual Arts : B (teacher never give exact marks)
overall : 1A 6B 2C 1D
yes people have to know so they didn’t put high expectation on me. that was very stressful compare the exam papers.
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i need some magic to overcome the forces of pressure that was pulling my heart apart from its position.
What am i trying to say? I just wanted you to feel me, be inside me and know how exactly the feeling i carry along the way as an MRSM student that put high expectation in me including family and friends. yes, family what else they better at besides giving you a false hope that look very convincing. but im not saying it was bad things, that is how the family bond gained more solid. no matter what, we know whom we want to look for pleasant words to hear and make us be the best of the creatures. well, i’ve been really messed when in hostel. it would be lying if i told you i never cried there. nothing else i can do but just tryy…
HONEST : ACTUAL RESULT.
Bahasa Malaysia : A+
Bahasa Inggeris : A+
Mathematics : A+
History : A-
Pendidikan Islam : A-
Visual Arts : A-
Additional Mathematics : A-
Chemistry : B
Physics : C+
Biology : C+
overall : 7A 1B 2C
Two things that i learned, we can’t expect anything from HIM. HE will surprised you in his own way. He is the most gracious and most merciful. But do not take advantage, because HE is well known with his intelligence and he got games. I was surprised. Totally surprised that i was jumping and hugging Umi with joy. Pity Umi, she thought i got straight As. I’m sorry Umi, it just way than i expected. Can you explained the result on Chemistry??
Next, never be too over confident with yourself. Believe that you can do it on your own without any helps. Although we’re the smartest student in the whole universe but we need HIS help. Maybe while answering my Physics paper, i never think about HIM. I just know i can do this. Yes, i accepted it as what has written though i was thinking of rechecking the Physics but i think that was enough. Alhamdulillah, hey like i said HE GOT GAMES.
the game that HE gave me to play isn’t something easy and it doesn’t have any cheat code that can be google in. it was me, i was the CHEAT CODE of the game.
till then :)
Alhamdulillah..
