This is awkward.
I need to reorganised,
this is just too awkward for me.
I can’t wait for when it’s my time.
deeper and deeper in my thoughts.
Aimless. I was at my lowest.
Can’t wait for when it’s my time.
I might be deleting more and more,
to start living accordingly.
I know you will not get it, even if I tell you I’m a walking paradox; you can’t reach my expectations.
As I thought about it:
If I tell you eveything, then what’s left for me? A high expectations. I opted not to.
This new spirit of the wolf, I believe to make a difference to myself. Not to get anyone’s attention, it’s my very own personal issues and development. Things I valued the most in myself assurance.
I’m full of myself currently in results I keep on abandoning my friends and close friends. Not intentionally. I was conflicting with my own progress and systems like even if I tell you I don’t feel right about it. It was all within me and me and me. I’m okay. Even if I’m not, actually I’m not; I’m comfortable this way.
Just wait for when it’s my time.